Chem exam today...it was very easy...but it was T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E 4 me...the ones i read came out...n surprisingly i 4got how to do...whole paper was more like a Luck Test...shoot the whole paper...nearly burnt it...I nvr felt this way b4...when my paper was collected...my mind was like...BLANK...4 subs ques...3 gone...the more i think...the more stressful i bcame...panicked for the 1st time in my whole life...n felt really down as if my paper is already cop fail...choi la! hope how also pass...darent think further...just pray hard hard i will pass...i wouldnt wanna repeat...it doesnt hav anything to do wit my course...
Quickly rushed back after exam...couldnt stand any longer...called parents...n it poured heavily...not many knows bout this...but my roomie only will know in details...my parents were worried for me more than my exam...they even mentioned if fail just need to retake only...dun worry so much...just a paper....to think if ur parents will ever say tat to u...most ppl will think wouldnt ever happen...but it did to me =) ...they kept calling me 2-3 times...even said wanna come here to c me today...will come all the way down here just to b wit me...i was really touched n shocked...but i told them dun worry...come on Fri...i'll manage myself...they'll even help me pack my stuffs if i didnt manage to finish packing =) ....my sisters all consoled me... my frens too...
When i think back...i realised sumthing tat i had realised long long ago...tat i am very very grateful n thankful to God for granting me such parents,family n frens...n i wasnt wrong!i'll nvr ever regret it...they r d kind of parents i would ever wished for...i'm not trading it even for the world...i would treasure them alwiz...zettaiii...
Mum n Dad...thx 4 everything...for bringing me up, feeding me, educating me, teaching me the meaning of life, supporting me no matter where i am...I love you both a lot! Muackss~~ =D
All my beloved sis at home...thx 4 d advices n supports...i luv u guys too! ^^
To my frens...Hui Ching,Tee Hooi,Lenis...thx 4 consoling me...n listen to wat i had to say...
Special thx to a very very good fren of mine...Jim...for alwiz being there to listen to my complains...even though all the complains r the same...even if they did bother u...i'm sorry...but thx a lot for alwiz helping me n advicing me...even though ur not here physically...haha...virtually ;) ...arigato^^
Lastly n most important too...my roomie,Shiou Ting...for consoling n advicing me too...b wit me when i'm down...n understand how i felt...no matter wat happens in this uni...only u who will understand,know n experience it together gether wit me >.< ...glad to hav u as a roommate ^^V ...i'm gonna stick wit u for 4 more yrs...ahax XD
Tat's all...felt much better after blogging...now gotta hit the books! last 2 papers tomolo! i know sum will think i'm childish or immature for all this...but it is the way i am...n the way i'll alwiz b...together wit all my bloved family n frens...whom everyone will alwiz wished 4...if u guys out there had the same situation as mine...n hav very very supportive family n frens...one sentence from me...treasure them, like u nvr treasure anything else in this whole world b4!
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